Thursday, August 10, 2006

oh wells. i think i ll be happy with a C for my GP file, hope the ultra neat handwriting on the content page does something lol. impressions impressions.

yea man! bellamy and gonzales on target. masterstroke substitution by rafa, love these new guys man! they really make the difference.

spent the whole day out today. tired. haiz. gets rather frustrating sometimes. its almost like you and i cant seem to live in the same house in peace for more den two weeks. sigh. probably one of the reasons why i never miss home when i m out.

u know today. after my haircut, was walking home den i walked past this fish shop la. den there was this giant angelfish in one of the tanks. den i was like thinking in my mind, who in the right frame of mind would buy such a big fish. den the second thing that came to my mind was, why not buy the small fish and rear it into a giant fish. den the factors like, time, effort and wad happens if the small fish died came to my mind.

den i was like thinking, who cares about buying a fish, but arent we all like that in everything we do. we love the success instant, thats why we have football teams like chelsea, thats why we have instant noodles, instant coffee, even fedex strives to make things happen instantly. but den its like why not challenge urself instead of taking the easy route out??? heh. why not invest ur time, make this process uniquely yours, there is greater satisfaction and accomplishment, isnt it. so make ur small fish grow into ur giant fish today.

just a thought. haha. i know its not too deep la. havent thought deep for a long time anyway. with stuff everyday my reserves of brain juice are slow dimishing.

somehow i wonder if i ll come out of JC as cheerful as i went in. i really sick of life man. like i told marcus, for me, theres only 2 consolations. hiaz.

|cowpoo| 9:56 PM|

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